March 2010
2 posts
Living.
January 2010
22 posts
Sometimes I wonder if I am doing right by the people I know, or just pretending to care so that it benefits me.
I should like to think myself a selfish person, but then I don’t want anything for me.
I want it for you. And you.
I don’t believe I have done anything wrong. But just…what if?…
Please listen to me.
You don’t have to do this! There are other choices. What are you gonna do if something goes wrong? And you can’t have any anymore? What then? You can’t go through this alone. You’re only punishing yourself. You don’t deserve that.
Don’t give it up. Please. You don’t have to give it up.
What is wrong with you??!!! Why are you going to do that! You need to talk to him. You can’t hide something like that! I don’t care if you’re already going to “fix” it. Why would you want to go through that alone?…
I’m scared for you. It’s all too much…
Back to the punishment.
magiquenoir:
I’ll be honest I lose control sometimes. Yesterday I was really upset when I lost half my essay that was already late. I threw a fit and started to punch my legs. That wasn’t the first time, my dad got me upset I went for the legs my sister got me upset I went for the legs. My team once saw my bruises and asked what happened I just told them I bruise easily. (which is very true) Now...
I know you're gone.
You probably deleted any memory you had of me. I don’t blame you. But if you ever come back to this… I’m sorry.
New Years Resolution
To care more about myself than I do about others. I should come first. Finally.
December 2009
53 posts
FUCK YOU LAUREN!
Just because you knew me back then does not mean you know me now. I don’t even know why I tried. You think I’m like Marina, well you need to look in the fucking mirror, you cunt. You are more bitter than either of us could ever have dreamed to be. I wish it was you that went to that fucking hospital and NOT HER!!!
And as for Caroline, you need to back up off of her. She is my FRIEND....
I'm sorry I hurt you.
bendingspoons:
umbrellaboats:
You just have to understand where I’m coming from. You know that’s not right for you.
You don’t know anything. All you know is a biased perspective of a situation that you don’t need to be sticking your nose into. I know what I want and I know what’s best for me. From now on, don’t give me advice. I know what I’m doing. And stay out of it!
I’m trying to...
I'm sorry I hurt you.
You just have to understand where I’m coming from. You know that’s not right for you.
Prepare for Narwhal spam for you.
magiquenoir:
(via umbrellaboats) xD! I love it!
I’m glad you like them.
Prepare for Narwhal spam for you.
I think I want to move to Surrey.
bendingspoons:
umbrellaboats:
Mainly because of Harry Potter. It’s lame I know. But it will also be fun to rub it in Lauren’s face.
Also, I think I’m going to quit my job. I don’t like corporate offices. I want to work in a boutique or as a cashier, like normal people my age.
I hate you. Also…you should have quit that job a long time ago. <3
Well fine then. You don’t have to...
Caroline
There is a link for you to follow under my profile picture. I’ll answer your questions there.
Love, Anya.
I think I want to move to Surrey.
Mainly because of Harry Potter. It’s lame I know. But it will also be fun to rub it in Lauren’s face.
Also, I think I’m going to quit my job. I don’t like corporate offices. I want to work in a boutique or as a cashier, like normal people my age.